I can't really believe what happened this summer, so much happened so fast, so much drama, and how I'm still thinking about the past. If there's anything I've learned about this whole... Thing that happened with Raito, is that you have to forget about the past, or it will haunt you and ruin totally life changing experiences because you're so hung up over it.... If I had learned what I learned from this earlier, things would probably be waaaaaaaaay different, I would probably be an entirely different person. Probably a better person, too. But I can't keep whining about what stupid mistakes I made in the past (what I did, what I didn't do, and what I let people do to me), I have to get up off my lazy ass and actually do something. Staying sheltered at home all the time and never leaving the computer makes me sick. In a literal sense as well as metaphorical. I'm going to go out and do something, for every day is a new chance to change something in the world. All of this I've learned from an amazing guy, Raito.
Although this might be jam-packed wight mistakes, because for one it's late at night, two, I'm using my itouch, and three, i'm sick, I guess i just wanted to get this off my chest/back/mind/various other places. I'm happy I did too I am now going to go to sloop. I'm probably roasting my itouch doing this.

Love you all, <333

[ ] smoked
[ ] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 5

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 12

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 17

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap

TOTAL: 22

[ ] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 24

[x] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 27

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[ ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL: 32

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 36

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove (I hope water counts, lol)
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 44

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

Sheesh, how many times can I get sick in one year?
B'awwww
I got some new ink. I hope it doesn't explode on me. I don't like it when ink explodes on me. At least I don't have a fever. I want a sammich. Imma play Spore. Why isn't the sky purple? I WANT THE SKY PURPLE
I drew this amazing thing, but I didn't scan it :[
I should scan things more.
My brother's visiting